When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...
~N'SYNC
For the past few months, i havent been updating because i have been busy with the greatest journey in my life.
6 months ago, i met this special someone whom i thought i would never meet again. She was different, she was unique...She was herself.
She made me feel different around her, whenever i see her anywhere i would smile to myself.
She always made my day with her messages
and a single glance of her would also make me content for the rest of the day.
Slowly without me knowing i started falling for her,
After 2 months i realised that i really fell for her
i started off asking her out but she rejected.
Anything i propose, she will oppose.
That made me fall for her even deeper.
You know girls are weird peeps, when you chase them they repel.
Then i let it chill and i maintained being her friend.
Then, 3 weeks ago i said i like her indicating a proposal is on the way.
Then she told me that she likes me as a friend only.
So i toned it down...
After school we would walk home, she was laughing at my every joke.
It was wad i wanted to give her forever, happiness.
Then last week, someone told me that you can't remain as a friend if not she will always consider you that...
Thatz when i began searching my life for answers....
I started to stamp my liking for her
She was denying all the way but sometimes, what is in your heart has to come out...
On national day, this happened....
Her: tell u frankli...
Her: i think im realli fallin 4 u...i dun noe y..i juz felt lyk tellin tis..ure killin me seriosli...
Her: i cant think nw i haf nvr felt lyk tis b4
Her: smthin i nvr wanted 2 happen,....bt u ...i dun care wadever u think abt me nw...
Her: i juz dun care i juz wanted ppl around me happi...
Her: bt i realised i cldnt....im sorri
BaDbOiZ: u love me don't u?
Her: i dun noe......i dun want tis 2 happen...
Her: tatz y i rejected all da guys propose me...i was strong then nw u make me weak....
She does have special feelings for me.
She herself knows that but due to circumstances we can't be together.
But she knows i love her, she knows she too has the same feelings....
All i have is to wait because someone told me.....
"If someone loves you but gives you up, it means they don't love you anymore"
6:10 PM
Reason: 2 DEATHS( i realli feel sorri and sadded) and many more in hospital, recovering!
So ' GEYLANG SERAI INDIAN ROJAK' the biggest food poisoning case in
SINGAPORE.
It's realli a saddening case in Singapore which boasts for its tip-top CLEANLINESS.
And also a dissapointment for a food stall which is famous for rojak.
People come back to the stall for more because it tastes good.
The least the stallowners can do is to keep the place clean and neat....
Just imagine, Eating a plate of your favourite food = digging your own grave?
It just does not make any sense....
but it did earlier this week....
The 2 women leave behind alot of their loved ones....
Even people who did not know the 'late' attended the funeral...
It shows how it hurts when something misfortunate happens to a fellow singaporean...
He must be feeling effing guilty...
He must be shell-shocked, he did not mean for this to happen....
One reason found out was that expired meat was supplied to the stall.
Sue the suplier, seriously sue him!
I really pray that the other patients recover quickly.
NEA is stepping up its efforts after this tragic accident....
They are making sure every stall is clean and stuff....
Hope this kinda tragic event won't happen again....
2:10 AM
but coming into the final stages of holidays, especially after
completing shooting of sweet times.
I don't know why but i have this sudden urge to prove that i can study and
produce good results like how i did before...
My timetable officially was completed yesterday.
Though there might be changes later.
Monday: 8am - 3pm.
Tuesday: 8am - 5pm
Friday: 8am - 5pm
What a Sadded life!
8:58 PM
Last saturday met Lohes and we decided to watch 2 TAMIL MOVIES FOR $10
at GV Yishun.
I have to say both films were good.
Vennila Kabaddi Kuzhu
The entire story unfolds in a remote village near Madurai. What begins as a soft romance between a poor young boy Marimuthu and a young girl who comes to the village for a festival soon takes a turn. Marimuthu along with his childhood friends Ayyappan , Sekar , Murthy , Appu Kutti and Pandi yearn and crave to win a kabbadi (an indian game, go google it) tournament. Their Vennila Kabbadi Kuzhu is popular for they never managed to win a single game.
They manage to find themselves by chance in a State-level tournament where they are considered to bow out in the very first round. But the bunch of young men, who share different thoughts and ideas and with the help of Souda Muthu , a professional kabbadi coach, emerge winners. As they proceed, many difficulties are thrown to them such as Marimuthu, the playmaker having a shoulder dislocation during a match. However even with many difficulties with the help of their coach, they win all their games and come to the final where each player's family are present.
During in which time gangsters are searching for Marimuthu to avenge as he had humiliated by beating them up them during a kabbadi match played at their home town. Though initially they wanted to whack up Mari, they realised that if Vennila wins it would bring glory to their district so they forgive and let him go.
Before the game team captain Sekar has a change of mood and tells Marimuthu not to play but his plan does not go accordingly and Sekar ends up not playing. This is largely due to the corruptive thrust from a bad person from the rival team.
The game starts off bad but after half time they are back in the race and at the end of the game it's a tie. So a player from each team go head to head. It is seen in the final stages that Marimuthu wins the game for Vennilla Team.
The scene changes to several month later when the young girl returns to the village for another festival and is searching for Marimuthu but cannot find him.
At this point the audience is told of the tragic death of the Marimuthu. It is said that he dies at the moment he wins the game for Venilla.
Though the reason for death was never said, i believe it was because the opponent had thrusted an important vein near his heart and also falling from an high leap during the game caused his death.
Marimuthu's friend wanted to tell the young girl about Marimuthu's tragic death but was stopped by another friend not to, as he believed it would affect the girl. So he said not to tell her and let her hope atleast he will be present in the next festival or the next or let her even think that he has cheated her feelings BUT not to let her know that he is dead. The young girl leaves without knowing what had happened to her love and yearning for his presence.
The film leaves the audience in shock of the ending but it's a movie that sticks within. A touching and moving story which is excetued very well. Debutant Vishnu who plays Marimuthu executed his role very well. It is also one of the most appreciated and acclaimed tamil movies of this year.
6:22 PM
The match was decided by 3 people.
Vidic, Evra and Alan Wiley.
Vidic was a shadow of himself yesterday.
Every Man utd fan yesterday would haf felt so hurt and humiliated.
but Everything happends for a reason.
Let them enjoy their short happiness!
I am still proudly wearing my Man Utd jersey!
8:29 PM
I haven't been gymming a while.
My life took a turn, last sunday.
Past midnight so officially it was monday!
I broke up with her!
She called me a coward.
Refused to believe and refused to even be my friend.
Sad and Dejected and then 'x' came online.
'x' asked me if i was still gymming.
I said i had no aim oready.
Then she said to me in life everything does not need aim.
It juz needs a lil self confidence and if u gym you will build self confidence.
From that day i don't know what happened to me,
i somehow can control my diet.
When last time i tried i would easily give up within the next day.
I wanna prove to my ex, that i am no coward and have a mountain of willpower.
and to 'x' that i can be slim.
If i succeed in becoming slim.
'x' is the reason 4 it.
Strength does not come from physical capacity.
It comes from an indomitable will.
~Mahatma Gandhi
3:29 AM